liberated boob

my right boob used to hurt. and one night i was crying through all pores of my body and had to wake up 1000+ times to urinate after a sadistic sitcom series of nightmares where i wasn’t the one with the whip hand and i was back at the most ruthless and merciless working place. it is intolerable when i am not the one whipping at myself if i were ever to get whipped. one never knows what enraged urination can result, but the next thing i know i blew up the toilet and there were cracks and unbridled valves just kept on pouring and splattering shit water at me and it was just not my night. but you still gotta feel grateful for the buff pee tube that you possess!! and as if the woeful urine were the clot of flem that slowly yet painfully agonized you by calling up the memories of the 💩hole, i got the greatest deepest sleep afterward. that was when i realized that i didn’t have to deal with the worst shitfucks anymore. at least for now! and my whole body started feeling slightly peaceful but of course not wholly because still the world does not treat me as much as i deserve. i can always blow up the toilet and possibly skyrocket myself to the saturn and there will be where i throw my funeral just for my corporeal flesh and i shall forever be immortal

continuing the legacy as a gdaughter cell of the moon

what is a way to empower myself, a postgrad with a BFA, independent yet financially struggling, with no mother cell in physical proximity, with no A/C in room and sweating like a pig?:

I gave it some deep thought and came up with the following possible solutions:

  1. be the utmost bitch:
    sometimes i do some hardcore slaughter in my dream🌟 once i had to spoon out eyeballs of a middle aged male and the graphic moment was the triumph and forever end of some of my introverted fear
  2. get an A/C and/or shower a lot
    i am a financially struggling child, spoiled. because I am constantly angry and cussing i.e. right before going to sleep everyday acknowledging tomo will be another worse day in this wretched unsupportive society and i have to disassemble this gimongous loft bed myself in a few f’ing weeks!!! when the fan is at max and it just only blows hot air at my face i am very infuriated. so i have to continuously remind myself to cleanse.
  3. touch myself more and climax, spread the word
    as a pinnacle of autosexual romance, i should look more into boy-meets-girl, that is, self-meets-self rom coms that accentuates euphoric purity of heart. make it into a movie and get signed
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