how to cope with an oppressive working environment

When it is about time that you faced the real world aka my resignant capitalist desire of juss simply going on with my life, a couple of bruises on your leg, not from physical injury but from cerebral exhaustion that droops and leaks down all the way to the tip of your toe, are inevitable. so it is a real deal when some dipshit at work calls you an aesthetic adjective or simply a lady you juss wanna wet fart away off to another planet and you wanna lash out your faithful manifesto you holily abide by but your oh-so-rightful resistance is merely reduced to the flaring of your nostrils……. and fuck you how dare you call me the way you want to look at me, an independent earthling w opinions that might go against your fucked up normativity and please stop yelling at me!??!? After-work sweet pastry won’t simply cut it if that’s what you think is the measly remedial justification of your shitty actions!!! But that red bean stuffed sweet bun was sort of good.. so i hate you more…💧

continuing the legacy as a gdaughter cell of the moon

what is a way to empower myself, a postgrad with a BFA, independent yet financially struggling, with no mother cell in physical proximity, with no A/C in room and sweating like a pig?:

I gave it some deep thought and came up with the following possible solutions:

  1. be the utmost bitch:
    sometimes i do some hardcore slaughter in my dream🌟 once i had to spoon out eyeballs of a middle aged male and the graphic moment was the triumph and forever end of some of my introverted fear
  2. get an A/C and/or shower a lot
    i am a financially struggling child, spoiled. because I am constantly angry and cussing i.e. right before going to sleep everyday acknowledging tomo will be another worse day in this wretched unsupportive society and i have to disassemble this gimongous loft bed myself in a few f’ing weeks!!! when the fan is at max and it just only blows hot air at my face i am very infuriated. so i have to continuously remind myself to cleanse.
  3. touch myself more and climax, spread the word
    as a pinnacle of autosexual romance, i should look more into boy-meets-girl, that is, self-meets-self rom coms that accentuates euphoric purity of heart. make it into a movie and get signed
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